Goodness... it has been seven years since law school graduation...I...just...can't. That time in my life was so crazy and wonderful...I was just reading my posts about visiting with Cheprhan in the Hamptons, like a week before graduation. Like, who does that? Goes and stays with someone's mom...and his mom met a guy on Craigslist and he came to a bbq... i didn't remember that detail and I am so glad I wrote that post while I was there! Incredible.
I don't know if I will look back on my early thirties with the same abplomb! (Oh, we had the 9-5 grind and bought a house...whoopie!...as opposed to trailing around Costa Rica with my girlfriends and meeting men in bars and then traveling to see them at the house they live in with their mother)... but there is something so beautiful about our life right now and I remain sorry that I have not written more about the last seven years of our life together! It is only memories. Little references to my husband in our early dating years...long stretches of nothing except popping in to say "hi" and I'm happy.
Although we do still have an amazing life full of travel and little, daily adventures. Just a good reminder of how precious every single moment is no matter where it happens.
These early morning weekend blog sessions get me so emotional! Thank you lack of sleep.
I will add that even though I am not getting a period I totally feel these cyclical hormonal changes...like constant up and down but seems to be on some kind of cylcle.... a week or so of feeling totally bat shit crazy, angry, questioning everything, and then a week or whatever of total bliss and normalcy. Insane.
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